❝Blog Entries
Thursday, August 5, 2010
I think everyone thinks that this blog is alr dead. :(
Well, kind of. Sudden lost in interest in blogging. My life is really boring these days. Everyday I shut my eyes I can only dream abt army n army n army.
SHIT my life. N today is an emooooooo day. 05/08/2010. Ok la, nth much to be emo abt. Just that august reminds me loads of stuff which happened every single year. Its always the most eventful month of my 19 years.
The only consolation I have gotten is that I have a week off thks to NDP. So I am free till 15/08! not bad uh, just need to find myself some entertainment now.
OK tmr watching SALT! Hope is not a letdown...
Well, kind of. Sudden lost in interest in blogging. My life is really boring these days. Everyday I shut my eyes I can only dream abt army n army n army.
SHIT my life. N today is an emooooooo day. 05/08/2010. Ok la, nth much to be emo abt. Just that august reminds me loads of stuff which happened every single year. Its always the most eventful month of my 19 years.
The only consolation I have gotten is that I have a week off thks to NDP. So I am free till 15/08! not bad uh, just need to find myself some entertainment now.
OK tmr watching SALT! Hope is not a letdown...
Blabbering @
Saturday, July 10, 2010
Its been really long since I last updated my blog....
Where shld I start?
Where shld I start?
3 months in 40 SAR as a trooper. It really sux with things like NDP, field camps coming up. SGTs are actually really nice guys. Everything is still controlled by Uncle Chong (GUESS WHO!)
My life have been revolving without a goal. This type of emptiness really sux. Need to get back on some sort of resolution be4 I waste this 2 years away.
The girls is starting uni soon!!!! OMG la. Its like so fun. Wad sports camp, cultural camp, secret pals stuff. I want this type of life man. I miss school, i miss camps (not field camps) and I miss LIFE!!! HELPPPPPPPPP!!!
The things I really care in the past doesn't seem make me concern these days. I am too tired I guess? But its really a gd thing becos I finally can start anew n fresh.
Havent been in church since
I dont remember when
Things were going great
Til they fell apart again
So I listened to the preacher
As he told me what to do
Said you cant go hating othes
who done wrong to you
Sometimes we get angry
But we must not condemn
Let the good Lord do his job
And you just pray for them
I pray your brakes go out
Running down a hill
I pray and flower pot falls
From a window sill
And knocks you in the head like Id like to
I pray your birthday comes and nobody calls
I pray your flying high when your engine stalls
I pray all your dreams never come true
Just know wherever you are
Honey, I pray for you
Really glad I found my way to church
Cause Im already feeling better and I thank God for the words
So Im gonna take the high road
And do what the preacher told me to do
You keep messing up
And Ill keep praying for you
I pray your tire blows out at 110
I pray you pass out with your best friend
And wake up with his and her tattoos
Wherever you are, near or far, in your house or in your car
Wherever you are honey, I pray for you.
OK, I shall go sleep. Tmr still need to bring old teachers and yound students to watch NE show. Yawns.
Signing out!
Blabbering @
Saturday, May 1, 2010
This is stupid.
Life being a PTE is worst than a REC!
I miss my offshore little island of tekong and yarns to go back there instead of being stuck in this mainland camp.
Fuck the life in KH camp.
Trust them to say that "You are in a unit AND UR MORALE IS VERY IMPORTANT TO US"
when they fucking don give a damn about ur welfare and ur morale.
I realy wonder sometimes that the chervons on so near to their heart is there just for show or if they REALLY HAVE what it takes to wear this rank.
All I can blame for this shit that i am in now is KARMA.
KARMA for screwing up ur interview
KARMA for screwing up ur IPPT
KARMA for screwing up ur BMT
KARMA for saying Armour Infantry is xiong....
Life being a PTE is worst than a REC!
I miss my offshore little island of tekong and yarns to go back there instead of being stuck in this mainland camp.
Fuck the life in KH camp.
Trust them to say that "You are in a unit AND UR MORALE IS VERY IMPORTANT TO US"
when they fucking don give a damn about ur welfare and ur morale.
I realy wonder sometimes that the chervons on so near to their heart is there just for show or if they REALLY HAVE what it takes to wear this rank.
All I can blame for this shit that i am in now is KARMA.
KARMA for screwing up ur interview
KARMA for screwing up ur IPPT
KARMA for screwing up ur BMT
KARMA for saying Armour Infantry is xiong....
Blabbering @
Sunday, April 11, 2010
POP LOH~~~!!!
My Section 3!
Section 4. Buddy section!
With fake dad
With fake mum
Finally POP alr.
The blisters, the sweat, the abrasion is all worth it.
The 24km, the AGRs, the strength training, field camp, sit test is NTH compared to the friendship forged.
Section 3 would be dearly missed.
Moving on to the next phase of life. Hope it would be gd n wad I want.
Finally POP alr.
The blisters, the sweat, the abrasion is all worth it.
The 24km, the AGRs, the strength training, field camp, sit test is NTH compared to the friendship forged.
Section 3 would be dearly missed.
Moving on to the next phase of life. Hope it would be gd n wad I want.
Blabbering @
Friday, March 26, 2010
Field camp done!
Sit test done!
No more outfield for BMT!
WOAH!
Haix... I think I seriously made a big mistake.
No one I can really talk to abt this.
I can only blame myself for not thinking hard enuff.
I ruined people.
Sit test done!
No more outfield for BMT!
WOAH!
Haix... I think I seriously made a big mistake.
No one I can really talk to abt this.
I can only blame myself for not thinking hard enuff.
I ruined people.
Blabbering @
Sunday, March 21, 2010
3 more weeks n I will say gdbye to pussy island.
Now is really the time to chiong my pull up.
If not,its really a GG.
N N N sit test this week. Hope I can pass.
3 more weeks n we'll be thru!
Time to give up. Or wad else can I do.
Y do bad things always happen...
Now is really the time to chiong my pull up.
If not,its really a GG.
N N N sit test this week. Hope I can pass.
3 more weeks n we'll be thru!
Time to give up. Or wad else can I do.
Y do bad things always happen...
Blabbering @
Sunday, March 14, 2010
Feeling really sick now....
But at least field camp is now over.
Time to slack alittle and be garung again during sit test. haha
你的手機又收不到
我像瘋子在街上繞
努力跑 你的溫度
雨淋過幾條街都散不掉
你面無表情的嘴角
像在嘲笑我的胡鬧
回頭看 突然明瞭
愛過了使用期效妳就想逃
我想維持禮貌忘記驕傲
繼續做你唯一的城堡
習慣就好 習慣就好
是我選擇看不到分手預兆
沒有一絲睡意的困擾無法治療
習慣就好 習慣就好
我承認我的偽裝是真的不夠好
請給我多一秒＊
Repeat＊
習慣就好 習慣就好
一個人在雨裡繼續的奔跑
卻發現再也聽不到自己的心跳
習慣就好 習慣就好
我承認我的偽裝是真的不夠好
請給我多一秒
一秒
But at least field camp is now over.
Time to slack alittle and be garung again during sit test. haha
你的手機又收不到
我像瘋子在街上繞
努力跑 你的溫度
雨淋過幾條街都散不掉
你面無表情的嘴角
像在嘲笑我的胡鬧
回頭看 突然明瞭
愛過了使用期效妳就想逃
我想維持禮貌忘記驕傲
繼續做你唯一的城堡
習慣就好 習慣就好
是我選擇看不到分手預兆
沒有一絲睡意的困擾無法治療
習慣就好 習慣就好
我承認我的偽裝是真的不夠好
請給我多一秒＊
Repeat＊
習慣就好 習慣就好
一個人在雨裡繼續的奔跑
卻發現再也聽不到自己的心跳
習慣就好 習慣就好
我承認我的偽裝是真的不夠好
請給我多一秒
一秒
Blabbering @