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Thursday, December 31, 2009

Year of 2009.

This year is full of ups and downs.
I have one of the happiest moments of my life
Also one of the most tedious and unbearable moment.

Everything is gng to end tonight.
It shld have been a good year.
But its not.

Yet I shld really thank everything that happened,
becos it made me grow up.
Growing up can be really tough.

To conclude year 2009: Memorable yet not enjoyable.

Forward to 2010!

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Tuesday, December 29, 2009

Sometimes I just wonder if what u have done for the past few days, past few weeks, past few months have been right or wrong.

Maybe it is just wrong to step into the age of 18,
The age of sensitivity and emo-ness.
Things can get so tensed up at times and relax the next moment.

Sorry for ranting but maybe I am really not strong enough after all.

Escape from every fact that I have screwed ur As up.
Escape from the fact that I got screwed up by something so minor.
Escape from everything while I still can.
Escape can make me happy momentarily.
How long more can I hold.....

But I guess that's more than enough for now.


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Monday, December 28, 2009

3 days without consistent sleep
Pimples poping out.
Ouch.

2 nights of going wild make me legs a little sore.
But it was fun.

Totally into Karma now.

JC's bday is impromp2. But hopes he like it
Pri school outing was quite cool
Meeting the peeps that I missed out for 4 years.
1 more group of friends :)

Time to catch some sleep be4 another hectic day.
Not the time yet. Nvr the time.

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Wednesday, December 23, 2009

Going out is much more tiring than studying.
Lols.
But its fun till now.
MONEY is what I need now!!!
OMG. BROKe!
Let me strike TOTO 4D horse racing.
Anything! But I don buy. Haha

OK. Random. Lets go Timbre with SJ peeps :)

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Monday, December 21, 2009

Back from bangkok!
Island trip in Samed Island was fun and the beach was nice. Comparable to the one in Aust.
Shopping is not as expected.
Not as much things to buy as I protray it to be
N WC kind of lost all the photos. Hope it can be retrieved.

This few days is really rough.
Alot have changed.
Turning point for many.
Hope that they would do just fine.
It can be really painful,

"What doesn't kill you makes you stronger"
JY to these ppl out there.

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Sunday, December 6, 2009

There is a need to set a new goal in life.
Used to have a goal after A's.
But I don think there's a need to fufil it.
"A need to explore other options."



習慣了你的重量溫柔得壓在手上
現在卻不得不放
習慣了你的味道漂浮在我的肩膀
想到從前我們都笑了都哭了
最後一次一起分享月光隔著一只行李箱
我知道這樣忍痛退讓只為了一絲微笑

我不會愛擁抱總是太沉太慢
甜蜜常常少說一段用心再深看不出來
當你遇見一份除了我之外的溫暖
兩人的幸福成了三人擁擠不堪
我試著填滿心卻一再少一塊
就算我對你的愛深的像一片海
重的我放不開
親愛的我想我不會愛

如果時間可以抵上感傷
我願意無限制的燃燒
只要你的鏡頭永遠印著微笑

我不會愛擁抱總是太沉太慢
甜蜜常常少說一段用心再深看不出來
當你遇見一份除了我之外的溫暖
兩人的幸福成了三人擁擠不堪
我試著填滿心卻一再少一塊
就算我對你的愛深的像一片海
重的我放不開
真的我真的不會愛

愛是燒痛我雙手的焰火
卻也為你燦爛了黑夜黑夜~~
愛擁抱總是太慢
甜蜜常常少說了一段
我用心再深看不出來
當你遇見一份除了我之外的溫暖
除了好好祝福我能怎麼辦
對你的愛就算像一片海
重的我放不開
親愛的我真的不會愛

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Thursday, December 3, 2009


Kris Allen's new singles! Super cool lyrics. Absolutely true.
Live like we are dying!




Sometimes we fall down and cant get back up
Were hiding behind skin thats too tough
How come we dont say I love you enough
Till its too late its not too late

Our hearts are hungry for a food that wont come
We could make a feast from these crumbs
And were all staring down the barrel of a gun
So if your life flashed before you
What would you wish you wouldve done

Yeah gotta start
Lookin at the hand of the time weve been given here
This is all we got and we gotta start pickin it
Every second counts on a clock thats tickin
Gotta live like were dying

We only got
86 400 seconds in a day to
Turn it all around or throw it all away
We gotta tell em that we love em
While we got the chance to say
Gotta live like were dying

And if your plane fell out of the skies
Who would you call with your last goodbyes
Should be so careful who we live out our lives
So when we long for absolution
Therell no one on the line

Yeah gotta start
Lookin at the hand of the time weve been given here
This is all we got and we gotta start pickin it
Every second counts on a clock thats tickin
Gotta live like were dying

We only got
86 400 seconds in a day to
Turn it all around or throw it all away
We gotta tell em that we love em
While we got the chance to say
Gotta live like were dying

Like were dying oh - like were dying [x2]

We only got
86 400 seconds in a day to
Turn it all around or throw it all away
We gotta tell em that we love em
While we got the chance to say
Gotta live - like were dying

We never know a good thing till its gone
You never see a crash until its head on
All those people right when were dead wrong
You never know a good thing till its gone

Yeah gotta start
Lookin at the hand of the time weve been given here
This is all we got and we gotta start livin it
Every second counts on a clock thats tickin
Gotta live like were dying

We only got
86 400 seconds in a day to
Turn it all around or throw it all away
We gotta tell em that we love em
While we got the chance to say
Gotta live like were dying

Like were dying oh - like were dying [x2]

We only got
86 400 seconds in a day to
Turn it all around or throw it all away
We gotta tell em that we love em
While we got the chance to say
Gotta live like were dying

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Tuesday, December 1, 2009

Exams are finally over.
Objective reached.
Now have to set new goals in my life.
Like life suddenly went directionless. haha.

Almost got a job from Singtel.... but ended up becos i can't work immediately then they don want me. WTHHH..... N the pay is good. 7-9 dollars/ hr.



When Brewwerkz with these dudes. Had a wonderful time talking at the bar. Haha.
Had a fun time suanning Chaiy and his tummy.
Need more of these outings I guess.


Finally got time to uncase the harman kardon speakers that my bro decided to give me.
So wasteful to buy and say he don't want it after that.
But who cares, I got the speakers for free can liao :)
The sound quality is good too. MUAHaHAHAHAHAAHa


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