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Monday, March 30, 2009

Do I look like a basketball player? Maybe I do :)

Still rmb during Orientation last year, my OGLs asked if I am a basketball player, haha. Then today, Ivy Lim tot I am in Bball. Wahahaha. Maybe I just have the height n the build of a basketballer. :p THE FACT IS: I sux in basketball n pls don't ask me to play becos I will end up getting hit by the ball. Lols. But I think I can shoot well.

Got back chem essay paper. Got 13.5. Tot it was upon 30 n felt ok.... in the end the tcher said it's upon 40. I was like OH MY SHITGOD DAMM !@#$%^&*( Lols. Sucky marks.... Wondered y I failed so badly. BLAME RITA WONG!!!!

I think Ivy Lim is an elite-ist. Did quite well for my essay, got 17/25 and her attitude towards me changed 180 degrees! Lols. Today she talked to me sweetly n did not stop me from talking to chaiyong n said I have lots of potential to do well. Lols, but in fact, she normally would do mean things to those who sucks in econs, including me. Haha. N she said I am in sportsexcel. LOL! I suddenly seel so smart n athletic.

Hope better score will come my way! Hahahahaha. N cracked a super cruel joke on Chaiy. Funny....

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Sunday, March 29, 2009

Super good song by 3 doors down. EMOEMOEMOEMO



I guess i just got lost
Bein' someone else
I tried to kill the pain
Nothin ever helped
I left myself behind
Somewhere along the way
Hopin to come back around
To find myself someday
I want to get out of this.....
Lately i'm so tired of waiting for you
To say that it's ok, but tell me
Please, would you one time
Just let me be myself
So i can shine with my own light
Let me be myself
Would you let me be myself
I am tired of waiting, I am really tired of it.
I'll never find my heart
Behind someone else
I'll never see the light of day
Living in this cell
It's time to make my way
Into the world i knew
Take back all of these times
That i gave in to you

Lately i'm so tired of waiting for you
To say that it's ok, but tell me
Please, would you one time
Let me be myself
So i can shine with my own light
And let me be myself
For a while, if you don't mind
Let me be myself
So i can shine with my own light
Let me be myself

That's all i've ever wanted from this world (you r all I want).
Is to let me be me
Just let me be back to myself, I am thristy for myself.
Please would you one time
Let me be myself
So i can shine with my own light
Let me be myself
Please would you one time
Let me be myself
So i can shine with my own light
Let me be myself
For a while, if you don't mind
Let me be myself
So i can shine with my own light
Let me be myself
Would you one time... oooh
Let me be myself
Let me be me

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Saturday, March 28, 2009

Finally exams have ended!!! Wohahahaha. Physics is a silent killer. It don't look hard but is tricky and all. I think I can pass tho :p

Played LAN with WC while waiting for Nic n chaiy for CLB. Then went swimming club. Had fun there :) Lols... 1st time wearing a PE pants without underwear to swim la. Damn weird. N stupid chaiy try to pull down my pants. Ass....

Lols. Wonder how would Chaiy's outing with brown goes today. He have finally settled for one......

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Thursday, March 26, 2009

As expected.... I screwed Maths up. Lols. Nth much to say just that I am sure I will fail it. Haha. N I think Mr Gan would expect me to fail. I showed a big blank sheet of paper when he walked pass me. Lols. Hope I don fail too badly....

YAY!!! 1 more day to the end of this stupid and senseless block test!

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Wednesday, March 25, 2009

3 papers down! 2 more to go n we are done for MCTs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOAHHHHHH!!! Getting near to Friday makes me feel so excited. LOLs.

Hmm, GP is as usual.... screwed up... lols. I think I am off the topic for essay already n the AQ is super duper hard.... so GG to GP. Haha.

Econs is much easier. All the things I learnt came out!!! (actually i learnt the whole mirco/marco thats y) BUT BUT I got conned by the essay qn. Too excited to do something I know for the 1st part. then didn't see the 2nd part which I have 0 idea of how to do. Lols. But overall was OK. N the case study was about recession n how optimistic MM Lee is towards SG facing the recession. -.- LAMEEEEEE....

CHem I hope can own la. Lols. 10 marks of blank. Hmm, I can still score 90/100. Lols. But ya, not that hard actually, just NOT ENUFF TIME! Wonder y Justin keep complaining abt it. Quite irritated when he kept asking y he didn't do this n that. ITS OVER anw!!!! :p

2 more papers to go! SO now, I have got 2 morale booster n tomorrow's maths would screw me up. Hope phy can be another morale booster. Haha!!! Gng to make sure I OWN MCTs.

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Monday, March 23, 2009



So now you're running
It's hard to see clearly
When I make you angry
You're stuck in the past

And now you're screaming
So can you forgive me?
I've treated you badly,
But I am still here

Sometimes I wonder
Why I'm still waiting
Sometimes I'm shaking
That's how you make me
Sometimes I question
Why I'm still here
Sometimes I think I am going crazy

Can you help me understand?
And now you wish that you meant something
And now you wish that you meant something to somebody else
And now you wish that you met someone
And now you wish that you meant something to somebody else
(someone) (something to somebody else)

You look at me through clouded eyes
I know you see through my lies
See the sky, see the stars
All of this could be ours
Out of sight, out of mind
We've been through this a thousand times
Turn your back and then you make me feel so crazy

Can you help me understand?
And now you wish that you meant something
And now you wish that you meant something to somebody else
And now you wish that you met someone
And now you wish that you meant something to somebody else

You know I would wait forever
Yes, I would wait (I would wait)

You know I would wait forever
Yes, I would wait

And now you wish that you meant something
And now you wish that you meant something to somebody else
And now you wish that you met someone
And now you wish that you meant something to somebody else

And I'm the one that should mean something
But still you wish that you meant something to somebody else
Something to somebody else, something to somebody else.

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Saturday, March 21, 2009

Just now got nagged by my mum for the smallest mistake again. -.- Took the table salt instead of the organic sea salt for my brother to season his food just now. Dumb lehs.... this type of thing also can be used to nag at me....

Started chopping vege and slicing stuff since I was 10.... that time was to help my grandmother.... but after my mum took over the kitchen, I retired with my grandmother. So now, she is like nagging that I am not helping her like I did last time. Is not don want lor... just that I am rusty over kitchen stuff and that I don't think I will have the time and energy to help her. So PLS DON BLAME ME!!!! Lols.

2 more days to MCTs!!!! Wonder if I shld listen to Mr Chung or Mr Gan.....

Mr Chung: "Just treat this test as an EXTRA practice"
Mr Gan: "This is a gauge of where you stand and a wake up call"

Mr G is a serious JIAO king, so I shall ignore his comments. Lols

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Thursday, March 19, 2009



Funny commerical of heinken. Haha. Fav beer as for now until I try wholegarden. Hmmm, progress for MCTs is slow.... haven't went to the airport to study from the start of hols till now. Kept playing at home. Shit.... but ya... at least I touched some books and things are getting into my head.

So MCTs here I come!!! RAWRR!!!! **fall flat and die -.-**

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Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Bro introduced me to this song. Simple plan is actually fighting a cause for cancer. Haha. Its quite cool to see so many ppl who recovered from this deadly disease. Hmmm, I think can be written inside a GP essay abt technology advantages and disadvantages. Lols.

I am still procrastinating to start mugging. SHit man.... but I am gng to make sure I finish at least half of the econs notes today!!!! YES! Lols. Time to start mugging :)






Take a breath I pull myself together
Just another step until I reach the door
Youll never know the way it tears me up inside to see you

Ooh Ooh
I wish that I could tell you something
Ooh Ooh
To take it all away

Sometimes I wish I could save you
And theres so many things that I want you to know
I wont give up til its over
If it takes you forever I want you to know

When I hear your voice its drowning in the whispers
Youre just skin and bones
Theres nothing left to take and no matter what I do
I cant make you feel better

Ooh Ooh
If only I could find the answer
Ooh Ooh
To help me understand

Sometimes I wish I could save you
And theres so many things that I want you to know
I wont give up til its over
If it takes you forever I want you to know that

If you fall, stumble down
Ill pick you up off the ground
If you lose faith in you
Ill give you strength to pull through
Tell me you wont give up
Cause Ill be waiting if you fall you know
Ill be there for you

Ooh Ooh
If only I could find the answer
Ooh Ooh
To take it all away

Sometimes I wish I could save you
And theres so many things that I want you to know
I wont give up til its over
If it takes you forever I want you to know

I wish I could save you
I want you to know
I wish I could save you

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Monday, March 16, 2009

Lols. I am just procrastinating for studying for Common test. Just have to start this momentum!!!! OK, tmr I shall start with econs...... TMR >.<


Shake It - Metro Station

(Let's Drop!)
(Yeah)
(Come On)
(Shake it shake it)

I'll take you home if you don't leave me at the front door (leave me at the front door)
Your body's cold, but girl we're getting so warm
And I was thinking of ways that I could get inside (get inside)
Tonight you're falling in love (let me go now)
This feelings tearing me up (here we go now)

Now if she does it like this will you do it like that
Now if she touches like this, will you touch her right back
Now if she moves like this, will you move it like that (come on)

Shake, Shake, Shake, Shake, uh shake it
Shake, Shake, Shake, Shake, uh shake it
Shake, Shake, Shake, Shake, uh shake it
Shake, Shake, Shake, Shake, uh shake it
Shake, Shake, Shake, Shake, uh shake it

Your lips tremble but your eyes are in a straight stare (straight stare)
We're on the bed but your clothes are laying right there
And I was thinking of places that I could hide (I could hide)
Tonight you're falling in love (let me go now)
This feelings tearing me up (here we go now)

Now if she does it like this will you do it like that
Now if she touches like this, will you touch her right back
Now if she moves like this, will you move it like that (come on)

Shake, Shake, Shake, Shake, uh shake it
Shake, Shake, Shake, Shake, uh shake it
Shake, Shake, Shake, Shake, uh shake it
Shake, Shake, Shake, Shake, uh shake it
Shake, Shake, Shake, Shake, uh shake it

I saw you dancing and I couldn't get you off my mind
(I could tell that you could tell that I was takin' my time)
I was thinking of ways that you would stay and be mine
(Your body's shaking, turn me on, so I can turn off the lights)

Now if she does it like this will you do it like that
Now if she touches like this, will you touch her right back
Now if she moves like this, will you move it like that (come on)

Shake, Shake, Shake, Shake, uh shake it
Shake, Shake, Shake, Shake, uh shake it
Shake, Shake, Shake, Shake, uh shake it
Shake, Shake, Shake, Shake, uh shake it
Shake, Shake, Shake, Shake, uh shake it


Shake, Shake, Shake, Shake, uh shake it
Shake, Shake, Shake, Shake, uh shake it
Shake, Shake, Shake, Shake, uh shake it
Shake, Shake, Shake, Shake, uh shake it
Shake, Shake, Shake, Shake, uh shake it

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Friday, March 13, 2009

Slumdog millionaire is a must watch!!! I am so touched by the show when it ended. The way the show is crafted is very different from typical shows and this is a bollywood show that will I feel like watching. Haha. I have nvr wanted to watch any indian dancing behind the tree... But this show is just simply good!!!!

N also, the love story, brotherhood behind the show is something which is so prefect to have. And I think this show have brought us closer to the hearts of indian culture. i think I learnt quite alot from this show. Haha. So this is not a waste time show :)

The term has ended. Exams havent start yet... but I am still so not prepared for it. So many things to study, so little time. Lols. I think i will just screw this test up. Siao liao.

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Wednesday, March 11, 2009

Hmmm, MAC is cancelled. Lolx. I wonder if I shld be happy abt it or be sad that all the efforts is wasted for now until further notice which i think it would end up in June. But anw, now I am free on friday, sat, sun and monday!!! Woah! Thats where the fun starts! I want to go to IT show!!!! Muhahahah, and also NUS open house! Here I come!

OH! Saw this super emo line scribbled on the table today:

"You are just like an asymptote to me, no matter how hard I try leaning towards you, I can never reach you...."

Super sad :(:(:(

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Tuesday, March 10, 2009

SHIOK! I can cease my Kbox addiction using Karaokeparty.com. Muhahahha. Super fun!

Oh well, it is limited to english songs and the songs are still super limited. And my pitch is always 1 key higher than the their so called model pitch. I think my pitch is the right one! Haha.

Anw, my high score now is only 3000+ points. Sux.... haha. Shall try again sooN! Hahahahhaha. Eh, thks Chaiy! Singer of the class :)

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Monday, March 9, 2009

WOAH! Half day today. Thks to our J3 batch.... this is the best half day I had for the past year in TJ. School had nvr end so early be4. Screw TJ culture to have damn little half days and zero full day becos we don win in sports. -.- dumb. If only Ivy Lim don ask us stay back for extra lessons and all, I would have been happier. Almost hit the pit for econs test again. Shit sia... I don understand this topic.
Hmmm, since the day is still young... played 2 dota match with WC and another myself. Lols. When with WC always lose de don know y. Lolx. I guess I sux. Anw, 2nd match was terribly fun. Lolx. Farmed well and got Dvine reaper from KOTL. Haha. Got mega kill for the 1st time of my life. YAY!

Ok, time to mug! Stop playing and start mugging ZH! Hahahahahahha

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Sunday, March 8, 2009

Got this joke from talkingcock.com. Its kind of related to us in econs. Haha. I like how this guy described American way. Its so true!!! Oh, n must thk my bro for showing this web to me. Lolx.
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A Tale of Two Cows


TRADITIONAL CAPITALISM. You have two cows. You sell one and buy a bull. Your herd multiplies, and the economy grows. You sell them and retire on the income.

AN AMERICAN CORPORATION. You have two cows. You sell one, and force the other to produce the milk of four cows. You are surprised when the cow drops dead.

A FRENCH CORPORATION. You have two cows. You go on strike because you want three cows.

A JAPANESE CORPORATION. You have two cows. You redesign them so they are one-tenth the size of an ordinary cow and produce twenty times the milk. You then create clever cow cartoon images called 'Cowkimon' and market them worldwide.

A GERMAN CORPORATION. You have two cows. You reengineer them so they live for 100 years, eat once a month, and milk themselves.

A BRITISH CORPORATION. You have two cows. Both are mad.

AN ITALIAN CORPORATION. You have two cows, but you don't know where they are. You break for lunch.

A SWISS CORPORATION. You have 5000 cows, none of which belong to you. You charge others for storing them.

A CHINESE CORPORATION. You have two cows. You have 300 people milking them. You claim full employment and high bovine productivity. You have the newsman who reported on the numbers arrested.

AN INDIAN CORPORATION. You have two cows. You worship them.

A MALAYSIAN CORPORATION. You have two cows. You signed a 40-year contract to supply milk at 0.06 per lit. Then midway you raised the price to 0.60 or you cut supply. When the buyer agrees to the new price, you change your mind again and now want 1.20. The buyer decided you can keep the milk and they go look for milk that comes from recycled cows. Your two cows retire together with the PM.

A SINGAPOREAN CORPORATION. You have two cows: One "cow-peh" and one "cow-bu". Both are owned by a government linked corporation.
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P.S. I think I shld post more jokes instead of songs. Lolx. Jokes are much more entertaining. :)

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Friday, March 6, 2009

Today sux man. Screw it.... or watever.

I am down with a flu this morning. Stupid sore throat again but luckily I don think is tonsilitis. the pain is much less intense. Tot would get an A in CL for A levels. But end up getting a B. I am dissappointed. But I am more dissappointed that the avg is a B. But whatever man. Just screw it and don't talk abt A's for a while. This is a bad week. Seriously bad... espically taking of results. Failed chem, failed terribly in Maths and failed GP as usual. And block test is coming and I am the least prepared. Time to go mug and kill myself!

Had been hearing this song in the bus. haha. Touching song! Must hear!


We were both young when I first saw you
I closed my eyes and the flashback starts
I'm standing there
On a balcony in summer air

See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns
I see you make your way through the crowd
And say hello
Little did I know

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said, "stay away from Juliet"
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you, please don't go
And I said

Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story
Baby, just say yes

So, I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet cause we're dead if they knew
So close your eyes
Escape this town for a little while

Oh oh
Cause you were Romeo, I was the scarlet letter
And my daddy said, "stay away from Juliet"
But you were my everything to me
I was begging you, please don't go
And I said

Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story
Baby, just say yes

Romeo, save me
They try to tell me how I feel
This love is difficult, but it's real
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story
Baby, just say yes

Oh oh

I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you is fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town
And I said

Romeo, save me
I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you, but you never come
Is this in my head
I don't know what to think
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring
And said

Marry me, Juliet, you'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad
Go pick out a white dress
It's a love story
Baby, just say yes

Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh

'Cause we were both young when I first saw you

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Wednesday, March 4, 2009

Haha, i think this is one of the best present I can ever give someone. Thks to WC, the gift is suuper creative and original. Lolx. But I can disclose nth of the gift in here. Haha. Its a secret. No one shld know.... if not all of us would get into trouble.

Well, altho chaiyong can be a real flirt, bastard, evil dude, sloth, slut, cocker sometimes... MOST IMPTLY, he is a real funny friend to have to brighten up my day when WC or I is down. Haha.

This gift is proudly presented to Chaiy by WC, Nicholas, Justin, WeiHao and me :) Thk us man chaiy!

Our Thai Bday boy received his present from us. haha. Super excited to know what is inside.

Opening his present.....


His shocked face after seeing wat's inside. But it's kind of blur. But the expression is priceless! Haha. Got video of it. Lolx. But I must go cut away parts of thee content. Haha. No time. Too bad.

This is the most I can show. Haha. The cover of his encyclopdia. Lolx. :)

HAPPY BDAY TO CHAIY AGAIN! Haha.


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