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Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Nice MV found on Youtube. This singer sounds quite nice altho I have no idea who is she. haha.



I throw all of your stuff away
Then I Clear you out of my head
I tear you out of my heart
And ignore all your messages

I tell everyone we got through
Because Im so much better w/o you
But its just another pretty like a side break down
Every time you come around. Oh, oh

Chorus
So how do you get here under my skin
Swore that Id never let you back in
Shoulda known better
Been tryin let you go cause here we go, go, go again
Hard as I try I know I cant quit
Something about you is so addicting
Were falling together
You think that by now I know cause here we go, go, go again

You never know what you want
And you never say what you mean
But I start to go insane
Every time that you look at me

You only hear half of what I say
And youre always showing up too late
And I know that I should say good bye, bye its no use
Cant with or without you. oh, oh

Chorus
So how do you get here under my skin
Swore that Id never let you back in
Shoulda known better
Been tryin let you go cause here we go, go, go again
Hard as I try I know I cant quit
Something about you is so addicting
Were falling together
You think that by now I know cause here we go, go, go again

again.
and again, and again, and again, and again, and again.

I threw all of your stuff away
Then I cleared you out of my head
And I tore you out of my heart
oh, oh, oh, oh

Chorus
So how do you get here under my skin
Swore that Id never let you back in
Shoulda known better
Been tryin let you go cause here we go, go, go again
Hard as I try I know I cant quit
Something about you is so addicting
Were falling together
You think that by now I know cause here we go, go, Here we go again
Here we go again
Shoulda known better
Been tryin let you go cause here we go, go, go again
again...

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Saturday, June 27, 2009

ANCO dinner with the comm ppl and SNCO was great last night.

Did not manage to go to Kbox.... so sian la... I want to sing leh!!!! Its like more than half a year since I last step foot into K.... Yawns.... But no choice.... studies 1st....


Started off meeting De Xian in somerset MRT and having dinner at Botak jones with the rest. Lols. De Xian is truly hilarious.


"And the hungry ghosts" quotes from Ting Xin


Me and my Admin SNCO, pichu..... the other Pika is not there ytd. Lols. Sometimes it just makes me think that I am a pokemon trainer becos I have pikachu as my apprentice.


From the last blog post hor, forgot to thk this auntie at the right for helping me in admin. So have to say thk u now. THK U MRS DYCCO! (Don say I didn't anymore ok!)
P.S. They have couple face right? Haha


Went to the arcade after that. With my primary school classmate. Nvr expected her to join SJAB in sec school. And same zone some more.


It's supposed to be a paradise for guys. Turn out like this.... see this DX.... lols. Can't believe that the guys can get so bored :p

Then went to SMU underground pass to chill.... chilled till about 1am the next day be4 going home. Lols. Have to consult EMOEMO king. And there was pure fun especially when there is beer. Blah. Haha.



Time to get back to studies man. 2 more days and school will reopen.
HELL IS COMING SOON, real soon.....



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Wednesday, June 24, 2009

This is a lagged response. Back from ANCO since Sunday... haha. But haven't got time and feel to update the course. hmm, 1st year joining ANCo. Must say it is quite stressful being the admin. Aiya... cannot attach the full video made by Justin... but its on FB :) Really a memorable one. Haha.

The whole 3 nights only slept for 6 hours. How wonderful... Super high tempo camp and of cos must thk Pooh bear. Must really thk my 2 admin (The PIKACHUs) haha. They are really nice ppl and helped me alot during the camp. Enjoyed working with them.

Aiya... nth much to say... shall go back to study afterwards. Shall watch show 1st. haha


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Wednesday, June 17, 2009

Thx my bro for introducing this band to me. They are really good. Like most of the mussic in their album. WAHAHHAHA. Be4 i go to the camp tmr, shall delicate this song to all of u! Don't miss me for the next 4 days :)

oh the band is called FABER DRIVE




Bright cold silver moon
Tonight alone in my room
You were here just yesterday
Slight turn of the head
Eyes down when you said
I guess I need my life to change
Seems like something's just aren't the same
What could I say?

I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
And every time that I try I get tongue tied
I'll need a little good luck to get me by

I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time

I stare up at the stars
I wonder just where you are
You feel a million miles away
(I wonder just where you are)
Was it something I said?
Or something I never did?
Or was I always in the way?
(Was it something I did?)
Could someone tell me what to say to just make you stay?

I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
And every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by

I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time

I know it feels like the end
Don't want to be here again
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again
What it takes I don't care
We're gonna make it I swear
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again
Again

I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
But every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by

I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time

I know it feels like the end
Don't want to be here again
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again
What it takes I don't care
We're gonna make it I swear
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again

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Monday, June 15, 2009

This show is a must watch! Haha. Super nice and I am gng to look forward to every night of it.

剧集名称:
突围行动
主要演员:
杨思琦 吴卓羲 米雪 徐子珊 廖碧儿 马俊伟
语言字幕:
粤语对白,中文字幕
剧情简介:
重重突围揭开外围集团层层黑幕 外围集团害人不浅,引起非法借贷、走私贩毒、买卖军火等罪行。举重男女主角凭着不屈不挠的精神瓦解外围集团。 一心以伸张正义为己任的高原本有大好家庭,父亲、却因被揭发赌外围马而自杀。高好友专门调查外围集团,发现案中有案,结果离奇毙命。高转职到时装店工作, 发现高层可能就是令父亲及好友死亡的外围集团主谋。高向警方提供资料,警方要求他潜伏在内充当内线。高险露出破绽,幸得前女友颖帮忙,却发现对自己若即若 离的颖原来是潜入公司调查的现役警员……
突围行动剧照-海报-图片

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Wednesday, June 10, 2009

Give me a break from all these shit... I need to mug.

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Monday, June 8, 2009

妳是否 忘記了 那時候的笑容 如果我已不在妳心中 捨不得 為什麼 妳說過的以後 留下我能不能圓夢 那天空 雲很多 看不見妳的輪廓 只剩下太多來不及說

(是我 妳好嗎 沒什麼事 只是想知道妳好不好
這是我最後一次打給妳了 希望妳好好照顧自己)
Goodbye
不說出的溫柔 讓妳離開我 我以為 妳都會懂 等著妳 我才發現難過
很難說 有沒有 想念過妳的手 可能是 我不願去觸碰 不記得 本來妳 有沒有擦口紅 反正是 我已經錯過
那天空 雲很多 看不見妳的輪廓 剩下太多來不及說

想哭的衝動 開始在心虛以後 才等著妳的手 擁抱我的寂寞 該說的時候 早應該大聲的說 那種認真的折磨 弄巧成拙 不說出的溫柔 讓妳離開我 我以為 妳都會懂 想哭的衝動 開始在失去以後 已經擦乾了淚 為何還有點痛 該說的時候 早應該大聲的說 愛已經留下缺口 剩下沉默 不說出的溫柔 讓妳離開我 只擁抱 妳要的夢 別擔心我 我會好好過

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Thursday, June 4, 2009

I got my SD card reader le! Hahaha, but it don't work... wtf... it is also Mirco SD but I don know y it can't be fitted into my SD. But still managed to use my USB port to connect to the comp. YAY! So i can now store music and upload images :)

YUPYUP. Promised myself to have a post about saying goodbye to the house I lived since birth. Lols. But I guess I will just make do with 2 pics.....


Had been sleeping at this corner for the past 1 year. Yawns.


Lagged response. This is my new room :) But its like 3 weeks alr.... not new anymore, furthermore, its even more messy thann in the photo now. Lols


If any of you guys don see me in Sundown, I am at this KM mark patrolling and stuff. Nice mark actually. u see alot of people who hit the wall here then start having cramps and stuff.



My bleach figurines! Courtesy to Ah Ling Jie Jie for giving it to me :) Really nice la. But gave Renji (above) to my bro and Rukia to Ah da... and I am left with the 3 below. :(


Luckily, still have Ichigo, one of my fav. HAHAHa

Ran this evening at the big field near my house. Wah... actually is super long distance... 1 round take 7 mins in normal pace. Ran 3 rounds.... not bad taking into consideration that the last time I ran is 11 days ago. OK, super tired.... going to sleep now. BB

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Tuesday, June 2, 2009

Today went for NS checkup. OMG.... it took me freaking 4 hours to complete the whole thing. Went alone and tot I would be alone for the whole thingy.

Then i saw this big sized guy who looked exactly like MaLan..... and I tot maybe is not him la. Then during urine test I was like cannot pee and I grumbled abt it. Then started talking to him and found out actually he really is Malan. HAHA. Since he's a marist and is alone also decided to talk and make friend with him. Lols.

The bloodtest was not painful but after the injection I saw a whole tube of my own blood, I got alittle scared. Lols, otherwise it was ok.... Then the dick check is like nth la.... the medical officer just said "Pull down ur pants and underwear". Then he said "U can pull up ur pants" almost instantaneously. It was like WTF was that for when he didn't even take a peek at it. I think it is just to test if you r gay or not. LOL.

I got Pes A.... shit la. I tot I would get Pes D becos my pulse is like 112 and 56 which is a little low and my ECG looks like got alot of problems.... but the doc said i am healthy!!! SIAN....

Comes the most exciting part and the most mentally demanding part which is the survey which took almost 2 hours testing your intelligence and stuff. Sux... I can't complete alot of the quizzes.... And they asked whether I like to go diving, climbing mountain, parachuting, drive aeroplane... I put yes for parachuting and driving airplane... since I want to be pilot.... but my dad say if u say u want parachute then means you will get to commando which is like HOLY SHIT.... I tot that would help me get to pilot... I totally got owned by the questionnaire now. Sian... just hope I don get to commando now. My dad said he suffered alot inside.... just don wish it to happen to me.

Lending my laptop to Willis later. No lalptop for 2 days. Might as well study. Lols. BB guys for 2 days and 2 nights. I would be missing from the WWW.

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Monday, June 1, 2009

I walk a lonely road
The only one I that have ever known
Don't know were it goes
But its home and I walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the Blvd. of broken dreams
Were the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk alone

My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find
Till then I'll walk alone

Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh

I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line of the edge
And were I walk alone

Read between the lines of what's
Fucked up and every things all right
Check my vital signs to know I'm still alive
And I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find
Till then I'll walk alone

Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh

I walk this empty street
On the Blvd. of broken dreams
Were the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a..

My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find
Till then I'll walk away!

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Went Sundown as a volunteer leader 2 nights ago... yawns... it sux... people are running a marathon for 6 hours and I rode a bike for 12 hours. I shld have just ran.

Was at the 32km mark with my volunteers. The route is so long la... then have to look after their welfare, make sure they are not raped by any bangala, listen to the comms making sure there is no instructions from me (When obviously there's a lot) and the worst is to entertain the bored stiff NTU students who I am in charge of. So sad. The whole night was just cycling, seeing people run, listening to the comms, talking to a bunch of NTU seniors. Lols.

But but but, it's not too bad at times when u manage to see some really good runners who came to support their friend. THere was this guy who is an Ironman who came to talk to me and another NTU student. He was there to support his friend after his training (and woah, he was training for an Ironman in Australia next week) and he gave us a lot of advice on how to run a marathon. I think its really great to get tips from such a good endurance trainer. Haha.

And there is this joke bangala who came to my AId station then started clearing up the cups that runners threw. Its scary.... and have to tell him to stop because we tot that he may just want money from us after the whole event. Luckily he just wanted the cupboard. So we just gave it to him. Lols. While I was cycling pass him I heard him saying "Wo Lai le" then started picking up the cups which was truly hilarious. Haha.

Went SJAB str8 after that. No sleep at all until 9 last night. Luckily today MAths lecture is cancelled and I can rest well at home. Slept 12 hours. Maybe chalking up more later. LOL!

And when you r suay, u really become suay.... I got this don know what happened back ache 4 days ago... and now I banged my toe onto my bed. Now its swelling and painful like mad. Sian... hope nth more of such things would happen to me again.

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