Went for local CIP with OCIP gang this morning. It was really cool to interact with the kids. They really make me feel young and wonderful and pure and everything I feel during the old days.
My group of kids. From left is Uncle a.k.a gay Felix, Kai 12, Siti 9, Wei Kang 11 and Wei Jie 10.
Kai and Siti are siblings wihile Wei Kang and Wei Jie are brothers. Wei Jie is really a hyperactive child. Had a real tiring yet fruitful time with him. He's really cute and kept sticking with me. Haha. Had to piggyback him around. Luckily he was light. He got a thick skull. Always play knocking head "game" with me. I think I got contusion on my head now. Lolx. Siti is quite sweet. She drew a house for me and herself then gave it to me. Lolx. But sadly I forgot to take it with me when I left for corps meeting. And Kai is really artisitc. He can draw really really well. I doubt I can draw as well as that boy. Haha. Wei Kang is just those quiet sort who make sure his hyperactive brother is safe and sound. Haha. Makes me think of my childhood when I have to take care of my stupid brother.
Had to leave early and did not play water games with them. Really a little sad to leave them at that moment. I actually procrastinated to go for corps meeting. Haha. But no choice, have to work. They kept asking me why I have to go. Then I said meeting and they don't understand wat it meant la. Then WeiJie keep saying I am meeting my GF. -.- Wasted whole lot of silva explaining to Wei Jie that I am meeting GUYS. Lolx. It was not resolved anw. OHOH!!! And that boy very naughty! Have GF liao. Lolx. [thats wat I heard from his brother :)]
I didn't manage to get any contact details from them. Thats quite depressing. Forgot all abt it until I was in the MRT. Damn... I am missing those kids now. Haiz.... Hope we will meet again. :)
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Wednesday, February 25, 2009
Physics SpA was fine today. Super lucky that Mr Lim decided to be kind to us. Shall not disclose anything here. Lolx. But ya, i think i can get my full makrs for skill B and D this time round. Now is Skill A. I heard its gng to be super hard. Just have to do well.
NUS came to talk to us today. I guess I will want to go to Engineering still. Lolx. If able to, getting a double degree would be great. then I can get a business degree also. Then shiok liao... can get into anything i want. Chemical engineering is scary.... need to get AAAB I think. Still not very sure. I really want this course la. I want go jurong Island!!!! Haha.
This issue of Border prospective is interesting. Abt the 7 deadly sins. Haha. Recent survey have shown that man in SG is most likely to sin in the section of lust followed by gluttony, sloth, wrath, pride, Envy, greed. Haha.
I think I am: 1. Pride 2. Sloth 3. Lust 4. Greed 5. Wrath 6. Envy 7. Gluttony
Pride is for sure my no 1 sin. Its been known to me since primary school when I refuse to apologise to someone. Lolx. Haiz, if my horoscope does not have this characteristic, maybe I wld have been a much happier and opened up guy.
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Tuesday, February 24, 2009
Sometimes I just have make myself think that everything is fine and remain as it is. Using the German way of not caring abt these stuff is not working. Somehow, I must get my ans in order for me to move on.
N again, srry to Justin for throwing the test tube holder on u becos I was quite temperamental recently and u happen to step on this landmine today.
I love this weekend! Altho it the schedule was crazy, but at least I feel that I have life for a moment.
School started out with friendship day and all can wear what they want to school. Just wore school uni since I have no one to impress and not bothered to dress myself up. Lolx. Anw, Chaiyong wore this shirt he brought back from china.
Then went home to have some nap and do some work. Sian. That was the plan la. But end up playing and no time liao. N I miss my stop when travelling home. So wasted even more time gng home.
Bus service 16 is ridiculously filled with ppl. On the way to Yoga's concert have to take the bus. I waited for 5 of the bus be4 I can squeeze myself into one of those buses. Can't they just increase the freq or wat. SBSsiaodelor.
The concert was great. Just that I didn't enjoy much becos went in with an emmpty stomach and I am not very sure of Yoga's songs. But WeiHao and I agree that he can sing live really well. Erm, I would say he have zero zhaoxia. Really a potential artist. The seats are not full tho. maybe he is not famous enuff in SG. Haha
I think SHE are sluts after the concert. Lolx. But ya... maybe is just a type of advertisement for them ba.
Went Ubin with the SJAB gang early in the morning. Was only half awake. Then became so tired that I got high and started cycling and singing and cheering and stuff. Lolx. Result of too much adrenaline flowing in the blood.
I like my tan now. Haha. The brown is a little out tho. But still nice :)
Got home at 4 and just slack on the comp for 1 hour and went out again. Lolx. Met Owen, Arun and YuZhe. Actually did nth la. Shld have continue sleeping at home. It's supposed to celebrate Owen's Bdae tho. haha.
Slack and LAN and Big 2 for the whole night at Mac. Lolx. I am so freaking tired when we reach the F1 pit. Sian. Met YuJia and went to do the CIP. Was super boring and tired. There is also this security uncle whow was with us at East Coast. Haha. He was quite nice and talked alot to us. His life seems to be quite fun escorting imptppl such as S.H.E ytd and all. And the pay is good and is a part time job. Maybe I can apply when i am in NS. Then can earn money :)
I earned my 1st pay today!!!! WOAH! It's the $20 token of appreciation by the organisers. Lolx. I know it's a little shocking. But I haven't earned any money be4. Haha. Also met Cheryl Chew and Cheryl Ong in the event. Lolx. Waiting for the photo we took together :)
Saw this on the way there. Does Singapore pool really improve lifes? They do really give loads and loads of false hopes.
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Thursday, February 19, 2009
Its all planned! Lolx.
Fri: Morning: SCHool. I am so gng to 'love' it! Afternoon: Home then SJAB. Night: Meet WeiHao for Lin YUJia concert! WOAH! I want to see SHE more tho. Haha
Sat: Morning 10am: Mass recee with camp comm in UBIN. SO early... I wld be half dead liao Afternoon: Try to get home for a nap and study for Maths Night: Meet WC, CHaiy, WeiHao to go pub I guess? WC want it. Lolx
Sun: Morning 3am: Report to OCBC cycle and meet Yujia. Afternoon: Go home and sleep again
My maths test is gng to be so screwed. No time to study at all. Hmmm, I will try to study here and there. BUT BUT, I don understand vectors at all. Hope some kind soul will be able to help me here. Lolx. This is gng to be a GG.
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Tuesday, February 17, 2009
To sum up, today is quite a good day.
Alvin has been planning for this class ppl eating a whole chicken chicken rice for days. Lolx Not a bad idea, can get to eat alot of chicken at around the same price as we normally buy.
So here is the 1/2 chicken which 4 of us shared. Justin, Nic and WC copied this trend after seeing us eat like this. Lolx. 1st in TJ to do this as stated by Alvin. Haha!
This crystal don't come easy. I burnt my hand with phenol and it went all white. Scare the shit out of me altho I am a FAider. Lolx. Stupid phenol burnt through the gloves. I wonder why the school make us do such a scary experiment. Have to get in touch with the corrosive phenol, tear-inducing benzoyl chloride. Its crazy!
But of cos, my hardwork paid off. Got 3.811g of the product which is relatively high. Haha.
KO and Shannon is kope-ing all these goodies from the angel/ mortal game. Haha. I eat the loots, so I can't say that they are cruel. But we only took those that's left there for a few days. Reason: Scared that it would expire. Haha.
I don't think I will give my angel/ mortal anything anymore. Lolx. Later kena karma. Lolx
Anw, my angel is some TA girl. Quite sweet. Reply quite fast. But I don't know why my angel's letter got to the tabletop and I missed it :( Quite lucky I got it today and replied her. If not, she would think that her angel is MIA-ing. Haha.
My angel also wrote to me. But I am not so happy abt this angel. She is from China. OMGs!!! Srry but I am racist. Lolx. I do rather it be a SG guy and I TOT my angel is a guy becos the handwriting is so like 1. But it turned out to be a China girl. But at least, girl is better than guy. Lolx. I think I am sexist too. Shit.
Hope my mortal reply soon. Lolx. Angel ah, hmmm...............................
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Monday, February 16, 2009
YOGA! Lolx. WeiHao got 2 tickets for the concert. Now he have to find a partner to go. Lolx. If he can't find, I will gladly take the place and go to the concert with him. Altho it is a little gay, but its alright. :)
Didn't do vectors tutorial. N just nice Mr Gan cancelled Maths tutorial. I am such a lucky shit. Haha. Thks to ytd stupid emo-ing at night. Screwed up my plans on doing the tutorial. But all went well today.
We'll write a song that turns out the lights when both boy and girl start suddenly shaking inside don't waste your time speed up your breathing just close your eyes we'll hope it's not for nothing at all
Soft kiss and wine what a pretty friend of mine we're finally intertwined nervous and shy for the moment we will come alive tonight
secret valentine
lay down be still don't worry talk they will I'll be loving you until morning's first light breaks tomorrow I'll take care of you tonight
secret valentine
We'll write a song that turns out the lights when both boy and girl start suddenly shaking inside don't waste your time speed up your breathing just close your eyes we'll hope it's not for nothing at all
when guilt fills your head brush off rise up from the dead this is the moment that we will come alive brace yourself for love sweet love, secret love.
We'll write a song that turns out the lights when both boy and girl start suddenly shaking inside don't waste your time speed up your breathing just close your eyes we'll hope it's not for nothing at all
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Friday, February 13, 2009
Lolx. Finished roadrun. Super shagged now. Anw I got:
82nd position
Oh well, at least it is top 100. Not that bad taking into consideration that I haven't trained for a whole week. Yawns. Thanks to the infection.
The pace was like OMG at the 1st 400m. Got drained like shit there. -.- Ran all the way and happy abt it :):):)
SinLek and ShiYing both got 3rd in their catergoey. So 'sweet', a couple getting same position. Haha. Wonder if they are really together tho. But the class under preformed :( the guys got like 3rd, 30th, 40+, 50+, then 82. Lolx. Thats like OMG la. Kah meng tio sprained ankle while KO tio muscleache on the way. Sad sad.
Wonder what i shld do tmr. Lolx. I think books will be my new Valentine.
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Thursday, February 12, 2009
Saw junior class today. Indeed there is loads of girls! But none of which is good looking enough. Lolx. They are all erm, not up to standard? Or worst than that. Lolx. But whatever man.... not gmg to meet them anytime soon. Haha.
Wrote to my mortal just now. Brought her some chocolate. Hope she reply me soon. :)
its settled. Gng duathon with Alvin. He runner and I am cyclist. Hav eto cycle 16km. How long is that? Lolx. Nvr tried it be4. Think shld be ok ba.
And tmr is roadrun!!!! Had PE today and 1.2km is like killing me alr. Result of no training. Haiz. Tmr will be 5.1km n I am running for the House. Lolx. Wonder y I am put in the 4th team when I faked my timing to 14.30. Uh-hun to WC. N I am seriously gng to screw this run up. Just hope I can pace up with Justin now. -.-
Lolx. Ivy Lim caught on cam today. Crazy woman wear mask to class today.
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Wednesday, February 11, 2009
Physics Mock SPA is a killer. I can get values which gives errors on a calculator. WTF. Lucky is just a mock SPA.
Tmr is some JC1 commencement cermony. Gng to meet our junior class :)))))) Hope they are fun loving ppl like us!
Anw, anyone know where to dl english songs? Any webbies to suggest???
Check yes Juliet Are you with me? Rain is falling down on the sidewalk I won't go until you come outside.
Check yes Juliet Kill the limbo I'll keep tossing rocks at your window There's no turning back for us tonight.
Lace up your shoes Ay Oh Ay Ohhh Here's how we do:
Run, baby, run Don't ever look back. They'll tear us apart If you give them the chance. Don't sell your heart. Don't say we're not meant to be. Run, baby, run. Forever will be You and me.
Check yes Juliet I'll be waiting Wishing, wanting Yours for the taking. Just sneak out And don't tell a soul goodbye.
Check yes Juliet Here's the countdown 3... 2... 1... now fall in my arms now They can change the locks Don't let them change your mind
Lace up your shoes Ah Oh Ah Ohhh Here's how we do
Run, baby, run Don't ever look back They'll tear us apart If you give them the chance Don't sell your heart Don't say we are not meant to be Run baby run Forever we'll be You and me
We're flying through the night We're flying through the night Way up high, The view from here is getting better with You by my side
Run baby run Don't ever look back They'll tear us apart If you give them the chance Don't sell your heart Don't say we are not meant to be Run baby run Forever will be...
Run baby run Don't ever look back They'll tear us apart If you give them the chance Don't sell your heart Don't say we are not meant to be Run baby run Forever will be You and me You and me You and me
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Tuesday, February 10, 2009
Back in school today. Shld nvr have went back.... its as boring as home. Lolx. I was like promising I wld try my best not to talk today becos my throat is so pain, but ended up talking just as much with the gang. Haha. So many things to talk about since my sudden dissappearance from school on Thurs. Missed them greatly.
The school is filled with J1s. Library have no place to study at all. Its filled to the brim. Had to go back to classroom to do hw. Shit man... hate the J1s coming in. But well, more eye candies to see. No harm also. HAha.
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Monday, February 9, 2009
Lol. I am rotting at home while 16/08 is busy mugging in school now. -.- My fever subsided but my throat is in deep pain. Imagine having a few ultra big ulcers in the throat. Its so painful la. I still can't talk much. It hurts like shit. So don't bother calling me becos I wun bother talking.
Life sux now... can't eat solid food. Everyday is Oatmeal and Oatmeal. I can't swallow rice. PAIN!!!
Haha. I guess I will go back to school by tmr. But not gng to talk.
Bro intro me to this acoustic band called boyce avenue. They have their own album and songs. But I still prefer their acoustic covers. 1 of their original songs.
There you are with your perfect way Youve got that little shine in your eyes To hear one word would make my day But theres no room for me in your life
Oh youve got me down on my knees Oh and in my mind I can see How perfect everything could be But you wont give us a try
If I could change your mind How would you want me Would you say you need me Cause I need you now
I try to move on but your perfect way Has got this little child asking why But this world keeps spinning As my heart stops beating Is there still no room inside
Oh youve got me down on my knees Oh and in my mind I can see How perfect everything could be But you wont give us a try
If I could change your mind How would you want me Would you say you need me Cause I need you now
If I could change your mind (Please tell me Im not the only one) (Please help me believe Im not the only one) If I could change your mind
If I could change your mind How would you want me Would you say you need me Cause I need you now If I could change your mind How would you hold me Would you stay forever Or just leave me here to drown
If I could change your mind (Change your mind) If I could change your mind (Change your mind)
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Sunday, February 8, 2009
Lolx. I am 'fine'!!!! Haha. Just seen the doc. He had been saying that I have a high possibility that I am suffering from dengue becos my fever have been persisting for the past 4 days. N it made me so scared becos I have 5% chance of dying due to dengue. -.-
So today went to see him again in the morning. Complained to him abt my bad sore throat and that antibiotics don work for me even after I completed the course. So he took a look at my throat. Lolx. Then he was like laughed and say 'Oh, its not dengue. I am glad to see that u r suffering from Tonsillitis." then he said the implication is that if I don recover, I wld have to go to surgery to remove the tonsils. -.- Its just a little bit better becos I don have to die thats all. -.-
Got 2 injections from him and 4 days worth of MC. Haha. I am gng to rot at home and have my Orientation at home too. Lolx. Shit man, I wonder if I wld be able to catch up when I return to school.
Suddenly back to yellowcard songs. Haha.
Broken, this fragile thing now And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces And I've thrown my words all around But I can't, I can't give you a reason
I feel so broken up (so broken up) And I give up (I give up) I just want to tell you, so you know
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you You are my only one I'd let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you do You are my only, my only one
Made my mistakes, let you down And I can't, I can't hold on for too long Ran my whole life in the ground And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone
And something's breaking up (breaking up) I feel like giving up (like giving up) I won't walk out until you know
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you You are my only one I'd let go, but there's just no one who gets me like you do You are my only my only one
Here I go, so dishonestly Leave a note, for you my only one And I know you can see right through me So let me go and you will find someone
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you You are my only one I'd let go, but there's just no one, no one like you You are my only, my only one My only one My only one My only one You are my only, my only one
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Saturday, February 7, 2009
AHHH!!! I am still bloody sick.... Wonder what kind of virus infected my throat. Bad sore throat and my antibiotics course if finishing, but the sore throat doesn't seem to be better.
Tomorrow is vertical marathon... judging from my situation now, I wld rather die trying tmr or not trying tmr. Sian.... feel so bad to PS the team. Must get well by tonight.... if not, really is bb to this event liao.
Anw, cycathon volunteer breifing is today. But I forgot all abt it and they didn't send sms to me. So don care la. haha. That YuJia also didn't reply my sms -.-
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Friday, February 6, 2009
Still sick today. Lolx. After mass dance last night suddenly developed fever. Sian diao. Now I feel weak all over my body and I want to be well again!!!
2 more days to vertical marathon. Still havent train yet. I doubt I will have time to train anw.
Mass dance @ Suntec was fun. and guess what (refer to pic below)
Joson's uh-hun friend. Lolx.
My fever reached 38.9 C.... shit....
I think I’m breaking out I’m gonna leave you now There’s nothing for me here It’s all the same
And even though I know That everything might go Go down hill from here I’m not afraid
Way away away from here I’ll be Way away away so you can see How it feels to be alone and not believe [It feels to be alone and not believe] Feels to be alone and not believe Anything
You can’t stop me now You can’t hold me down You can’t keep me here I’m on my way**
I made it this far now And I’m not burning out No matter what you say I’m not afraid
Way away away from here I’ll be Way away away so you can see How it feels to be alone and not believe [Feels to be alone and not believe]
Feels to be alone and not believe Anything
Letting out the noise inside of me [Letting out the noise inside of me] Every windowpane is shattering [Every windowpane is shattering] Cutting out my words before I speak [Cutting out my words] This is how it feels to not believe
Letting out the noise inside of me [Letting out the noise inside of me] Every windowpane is shattering [Every windowpane is shattering] Cutting out my words before I speak [Cutting out my words] This is how it feels to not believe
Way away Away from here I’ll be Way away Away so you can see
How it feels to be alone and not believe [Feels to be alone and not believe] How it feels to be alone and not believe Anything
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Thursday, February 5, 2009
Just had my 13 hours of sleep from yesterday 10 till 12.... I am still so tired and exhausted.
Sore throat don't seem to recover, headache is just as bad and body still ache like shit. GRRR.... I hope tmr will be fine. I want to do vertical marathon!!!
Ciao, back to sleep. Yawns
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Wednesday, February 4, 2009
Shit man... havent been sick like for a year and now I am sick. Sian...
Bad flu + sore throat + Prolong Headache + Body ache = Half dead ZhanHui
I don want to give a damn abt you anymore.
Lolx. Anw, I drew this amigram for Chaiyong. Try seeing the name upside down. Alot of ppl managed to guess it, means this amigram is a success :)
So tmr I shall not go school. Lolx. Vertical marathon in 4 days and I am sick now -.-
Interesting fact: A runner's knee burn 5 times faster than a normal person's. Lolx.
My mother is nnagging abt her and the tenant who took away all the things at my Sengkang house which made her really upset. 1/2 an hour of nagging -.- shit....
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Tuesday, February 3, 2009
Lol. Today is much better. But it still sucks...
Not that bad Headache + knee cap pain + emo... = quite a bad day
Slping early doesn't seem to help much. ouch... the headache is killing me.
But luckily the day is slack.... the class is like left with 10 ppl? So many ppl was involved in OG. Mr Chung was like saying we shld have a week hols instead as lessons are so hard to be conducted
**nods violently**
Ms Wong played the synthetic cards with us. Lolx. She is like so enthu abt this game. But still can't win us! Lolx. It just proved that we are better in chem + more lucky. Haha.
Can't even get a good match in dota today. 3 matches. I have to leave halfway for 2 and there is 1 spoiler for the 3rd game. Sian diao.
Vertical marathon in 5 days. Havent even train yet. 80 floors here i come!
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Monday, February 2, 2009
Fucking bad mood right now.
Sad + Bad headache + Knee Cap pain + OGL/ Station master reject + Tiredness + almost lose to Justin in 4km run today + Heavy bag + China man marist = BAD BAD mood....
Ass lehx... I don know y I have this bad headache suddenly during maths.... it just spoilt my mood completely. Anw, to Justin, I am not SORE that I am not in OGL... just feel a little screwed up becos I don know y the hell Tong rejected me..... And I still managed to win u in the run luckily. If not, I will really really feel inferior.
China man from MSHS is a huge disgrace.... ppl are like asking me if that's how marist dress like (Sleeveless PE shirt + Long white pants + tuck in and pants pulled up high) OMG... its classic ten-sua-ah-pek. Lolx. Joson is in WC's OG... lolx. WC better watch out man. I can just spread news for all u know. Muhahhaa. JKJK.
I don know y.... but I feel that I am such a pessimistic person now.... everything seems so gloomy suddenly. the old me is like gone...... I demand myself back.
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Sunday, February 1, 2009
Orientation is strating tmr. J1s are coming in and we have to share the canteen/ library aand everything with them. Stupid.... not OGL.... Really want to !@#$%^&* kill the guy who rejected me and Chaiy....
Maybe is the egoistic characteristic of LEO,I found out that someone lied to me. But I don know what to say or what I can say. I can only let it remain as it is and treat as if nothing happened. It hurts as bad as backstabbing.