Sometimes I just wonder if what u have done for the past few days, past few weeks, past few months have been right or wrong.

Maybe it is just wrong to step into the age of 18,
The age of sensitivity and emo-ness.
Things can get so tensed up at times and relax the next moment.

Sorry for ranting but maybe I am really not strong enough after all.

Escape from every fact that I have screwed ur As up.
Escape from the fact that I got screwed up by something so minor.
Escape from everything while I still can.
Escape can make me happy momentarily.
How long more can I hold.....

But I guess that's more than enough for now.